Bawra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna

Bawre Se Mann Ke Dekho Bawri Hai Baatein

I can listen to this song in loop forever and still not get bored of it. I am so much in love with it. Beautiful words sung so beautifully by Swanand Kirkire and something that I totally relate to.

The current phase of my life is...ummm let's just simply say - confusing. I don't know of anything that lies ahead. Planning anyways has never worked for me, but this phase is uncertain beyond comprehension.

I try to seek answers or tame my wandering mind but all in vain. After multiple such trials, I have decided to give up and let the mind wander wherever it wants. After all human minds are supposed to be wanderers, dreamers, crazy and bawra :).

Where is my mind wandering right now? I don't know :)

What does my wandering mind want to do? I don't know :)

Can I express the random musings of my wandering mind in words? I don't know :)

For now, I only know that it's in a restless state, trying to seek answers and figuring out what next.

For now, I only know that it has random musings and abstract expressions.

Shall I try to give some shape to those expressions? I don't know :)

When it comes to expressing, ever since my childhood, I have found a notebook-pen or canvas-brush to be an easier tool of expression than anything else.

Considering the same, "Bawra Mann" is just another random beginning to capture the randomness of a wandering mind either textually or visually.

But it's been 15+ years that I have been blogging, then why a facebook page now? I don't know :)

How long will I continue it? I don't know :)

For now, all I know is - Bawra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna :)

To be updated on Baawri Baatein of a Bawra Mann, please like my facebook page here.

Speaking of my fascination for visuals and my current state of life where I am all vella lying on bed for months now (why? read it here), I am quite liking instagram and pinterest. I have been using both these apps for long now but its only recently that I have become actively engaged at both these places. In case anything beautiful attracts your eyes too, connect with me on Instagram and Pinterest @kanupriyasindhu

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Bawra Mann

Bawra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna

Bawre Se Mann Ke Dekho Bawri Hai Baatein

I can listen to this song in loop forever and still not get bored of it. I am so much in love with it. Beautiful words sung so beautifully by Swanand Kirkire and something that I totally relate to.

The current phase of my life is...ummm let's just simply say - confusing. I don't know of anything that lies ahead. Planning anyways has never worked for me, but this phase is uncertain beyond comprehension.

I try to seek answers or tame my wandering mind but all in vain. After multiple such trials, I have decided to give up and let the mind wander wherever it wants. After all human minds are supposed to be wanderers, dreamers, crazy and bawra :).

Where is my mind wandering right now? I don't know :)

What does my wandering mind want to do? I don't know :)

Can I express the random musings of my wandering mind in words? I don't know :)

For now, I only know that it's in a restless state, trying to seek answers and figuring out what next.

For now, I only know that it has random musings and abstract expressions.

Shall I try to give some shape to those expressions? I don't know :)

When it comes to expressing, ever since my childhood, I have found a notebook-pen or canvas-brush to be an easier tool of expression than anything else.

Considering the same, "Bawra Mann" is just another random beginning to capture the randomness of a wandering mind either textually or visually.

But it's been 15+ years that I have been blogging, then why a facebook page now? I don't know :)

How long will I continue it? I don't know :)

For now, all I know is - Bawra Mann Dekhne Chala Ek Sapna :)

To be updated on Baawri Baatein of a Bawra Mann, please like my facebook page here.

Speaking of my fascination for visuals and my current state of life where I am all vella lying on bed for months now (why? read it here), I am quite liking instagram and pinterest. I have been using both these apps for long now but its only recently that I have become actively engaged at both these places. In case anything beautiful attracts your eyes too, connect with me on Instagram and Pinterest @kanupriyasindhu

Hello World! I think it's an apt title for a post that appears on this space after a gap of almost an year. Sigh! Writing is one love that I don't want to give up on but somehow have been badly struggling to get back to. Not that I haven't yearned or tried to get back to my blogs, in fact the number of times I have tried to write a post but have not been able to complete... (another sigh), innumerable! Though I could manage to write couple of posts on medium but then after initial few, a long block again. Blame it on my super crazy schedule now, a demanding child, demanding job and hundreds of other demands in this or that aspect of life. I at times wonder if I will ever get some quiet moments for myself.

I also wonder if it would be a better idea to get back to a diary instead of word docs or online drafts. The moment you get connected to a digital system, it's simply mind numbing. The number of tabs opened on your laptop or the number of notifications that are beeping on your phone - I at times wonder do I really need so many information about anyone, everyone, anything and everything. Many a times I also take a conscious effort to turn off internet and start writing few words but then damn the real life distractions that are unavoidable now.

But I definitely want to get back to writing again and this time I am trying really hard. Have also thought of adopting some suggestions by others to find some me-time. I really, really need to, if not for anything else but for my own peace of mind and for a better me. Let's see if I am able to and if I can, I will surely get back to you with my feedback on what worked for me. Until then if you have any suggestions for me, do drop me a note in comment section below.  (Ha ha, high hopes of getting comments when not even sure if anyone of you still come here :))

Look forward to more conversation and interaction with you once again! 

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Hello World!

Hello World! I think it's an apt title for a post that appears on this space after a gap of almost an year. Sigh! Writing is one love that I don't want to give up on but somehow have been badly struggling to get back to. Not that I haven't yearned or tried to get back to my blogs, in fact the number of times I have tried to write a post but have not been able to complete... (another sigh), innumerable! Though I could manage to write couple of posts on medium but then after initial few, a long block again. Blame it on my super crazy schedule now, a demanding child, demanding job and hundreds of other demands in this or that aspect of life. I at times wonder if I will ever get some quiet moments for myself.

I also wonder if it would be a better idea to get back to a diary instead of word docs or online drafts. The moment you get connected to a digital system, it's simply mind numbing. The number of tabs opened on your laptop or the number of notifications that are beeping on your phone - I at times wonder do I really need so many information about anyone, everyone, anything and everything. Many a times I also take a conscious effort to turn off internet and start writing few words but then damn the real life distractions that are unavoidable now.

But I definitely want to get back to writing again and this time I am trying really hard. Have also thought of adopting some suggestions by others to find some me-time. I really, really need to, if not for anything else but for my own peace of mind and for a better me. Let's see if I am able to and if I can, I will surely get back to you with my feedback on what worked for me. Until then if you have any suggestions for me, do drop me a note in comment section below.  (Ha ha, high hopes of getting comments when not even sure if anyone of you still come here :))

Look forward to more conversation and interaction with you once again!